Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Even "IF"….

even IF
the house was secured
cleaned, n inorder
roof didn't leak…

even IF
I had a vehicle
or had heat not wood…

even if
dogs had shots/tags n whatever 


Stuff I now suffer from wouldn't change
sick for yrs, teeth, gums infected (no coverage)
chronic migraines
psorisas
all the arthritis
bad back
bad eyes (no coverage)
lost ¾ my hair…
sick so much 

and all the rest.  people do not wanna be around people like me
way too many problems for the avg person to even comprehend, little on deal with.

nothing to look fwd to
i've been "occupying" for so many years now, life has finally taken its tole.
I've outlived life so seems.

I don't wanna be kept alive
I don't wanna have to depend on others to merely survive!
We need to have the right to say enough is enough and be able to leave 
BEFORE we become a vegetable, and burden on others or to even the state.
I REFUSE.

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