Answer this...

God says HE will never put on us more than we can handle…

 so explain suicide….

should be our choice...

Dying without suffering is an intelligent and compassionate option

In The Arms Of an Angel - Sarah McLaughlin

Even "IF"….

even IF

the house was secured

cleaned, n inorder

roof didn't leak…

even IF

I had a vehicle

or had heat not wood…

even if

dogs had shots/tags n whatever 

Stuff I now suffer from wouldn't change

sick for yrs, teeth, gums infected (no coverage)

chronic migraines

psorisas

all the arthritis

bad back

bad eyes (no coverage)

lost ¾ my hair…

sick so much 

and all the rest.  people do not wanna be around people like me

way too many problems for the avg person to even comprehend, little on deal with.

nothing to look fwd to

i've been "occupying" for so many years now, life has finally taken its tole.

I've outlived life so seems.

I don't wanna be kept alive

I don't wanna have to depend on others to merely survive!

We need to have the right to say enough is enough and be able to leave 

BEFORE we become a vegetable, and burden on others or to even the state.

I REFUSE.

Outlived life...When it gets to the point...

you have to rely on others to keep you alive,
it's time to go…
thats WHY i need Hospice!

I've outlived life, all worn out...

no quality of left here now...

not only the Hep…….

lump on right lung

Hep C

Psorisas

Psoriatic arthritis

Osteoarthritis

Rheumatoid arthritis

chronic migraines

OCD

Post traumatic Stress

ADD 

+Other problems:

Bad teeth n infected gums

bad eyes

i've outlasted the home, been here 30 yrs.

NO transportation….

The only things delivered locally in this town is PIZZA! 

(n Walmart, but no fresh/frozen food)

like produce, eggs, bread, milk, meat, sodas….

ordered pkg, n dry food and dogs food online and Cigs.. the rest have to learn to live w/o.

no one even answered a local ad placed, askin to take me shopping or to shop for me.

thought that would be easy to find.