well i need to write
just when i thought it couldnt get any worse... it DID...
i tried to start the etsy business and nothing but problems, and along with living with a leaking roof, a toilet that don't flush, ice maker broke for years, truck down n stranded for past 1 yr 7+ months, WAY behind on my house payments, setting on a houseful of treasures and nobody around to even car, SUCKS...
and i'm ill to boot and then nobody around now to help... i drove em all off as I was too needy.
problems w/help they try just have their own problems... I don't know what to do no more... dont wanna get outta bed...
and eating... well geeze meerly "exist" as I dont get to shop...
shakin head.
dont know what to do ad now i'm outta wood! and its till winter here in desert and cigs... grrr + other stuff. TAKE me HOME LORD PLEASE!
I do NOT fit...can't deal with all this all my life has been cruel
I think "hell" is right here with us daily
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