"so it turns out it WAS all bout money!...

so turns out, it WAS all about the money…

Posted on December 14, 2012 

“so turns out, it WAS all about the money…”

they set me up to believe i was “family”…

called me grandma and everything, made me feel good at first as i’ve never had kids, little on grandkids, and have to admit this was nice in the beginning.

told me many times, it wasn’t bout the money, they were here to help with anything i needed, so i set them up to be my care providers, 1st was not much, only 20 hrs a month, but later on and after physical, they up’d it to 44..

now problems started when they were only working like 3 -4 hrs max per week, i was in need, and waited many many time till it was convenient on them… big mistake, trying to help hurt me big time

wasnt long till i felt like greed set in, as id been giving them a LOT of household stuff, and jewelry and things very personable to ME, that i must get rid of or will get dumped.

trying hard to get all my affairs in order before i pass, as not to leave all this mess for someone strange to sort thru n whatever, being i’ll past few years i’ve had no one so this meant a lot and i thought id really found some family to care!

they even gave me a small pooodle pup so my jazzie wouldn’t be so lonesome and i had some more love around and more to even get up for…

well shoulda had a clue when in large groups they all spoke spanish and hardly ever would translate, so i kinda just stayed at home n let a few at a time come visit, was nice we played puter games and played dominoes and all sorts nice things, i felt a lot better than i had in years… even talked about their family members buying my home, and all kinds stuff.. shaken head

then the hrs and needs started gettin to me, they were getting paid for 44 hrs and only working like 12-16 of them! all month! well i needed help, so ask lady i know if she would be available part time, thinking they could split/share hrs, as they wasn’t earning and i was needing… well thinking it “wasn’t bout the money” duh.. i talked to them many many time in over a month, so told them what i planned, well chit hit roof there… NO WAY i was told.. all or nothing, and then they wanted the pup and tried to grab it outta my arms (5 months they never came to play/feed/buy food/nothing) now that night ok, next night no, they came with keys, thrown at me says over, n tried to snatch pup, tug of war, sherrifs called, they lied says it was theirs, so i was made to had that baby over! BROKE my heart! so vindictive! after ALL ive given and shared, and they knew my pain first hand and to do this to me! SHOCKED, still depressed, hard to even function, then Jazzie hard time eating also, missing her playmate, and me missing what i loved so much, alls in my life is Jazzie n me, and it was a blessing as well as a joy to have new life for us here.

all diestroyed over MONEY! GREED!

shaking head… i’m sooo dumb, i want SO to find someone who can deal n handle n help and looking like i’m goin out all alone and no one knowing anything bout zip… boy thats not a great thought after the life ive had…

its been a month + now and i’m still just devastated, function very little and care less, do best i can to deal with daily stuff as comes up… talk bout a raw deal, and grave mistrust! after knowing part of all ive been thru and to do this to me!

i’m done, ready to go HOME PLEASE Lord!

Not a lot left to live for except get rid more stuff..slow process

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We MISS you "Beauty"

tears flows just feeling the pain
hard time dealing with this major loss when i have so little left to loose. Devastating me big time

Cant handle this loss! killing me, down right CRUELTY!

family? what a joke turns out

Love never dies a natural death…

“Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source.
It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.”

Soooo Hard.....

Set myself up ROYAL to be screwed!

November 20, 2012    1.    Leo (7/23-8/22)

S tart flexing your muscles, today, and using your power. It's only when you start using it that you start to understand how much power you have. If you are a little bit more demanding, you will start to understand that you can be in control without being too bossy. It's good to challenge people to meet your high standards -- they appreciate the fact that you believe they are capable of great things! You have to be willing to be disliked if you truly want to inspire other people.

11/20/12 10:51 PMyou have no idea of nice things, i gave them lamps, furniture, trash compacter, exercise equipment, jewelry for all! sports equipment even collectables, art work that was my personal treasures, crafts, special things princess house crystal… on n on

Last pic of Beauty,

this was the last pic of the pup "Beauty" 2 days before it all went down.
hurst me her dad flat out lied to the officer so it was taken away.
i'm devestated

sniff, sniff

UPDATE

Called Social worker

well i called my worker today. ask about filling a complaint. she said since i'm the gals only person, wont do no good cause she's not in their "registry" … whatever… but she did tell me about the abuse hotline and i can "think about it"

wasnt pleased.

she said she talked to them and they seemed like they would be here for me IF i was in dire need! NO F'n way they will ever be allowed back into my life! NEVER ever. she said well they said i threatened them. I said yes, i told them was turnin em in for animal abuse as 2 dogs chained all time in back yard AND birds in outside cage has pecked each others till not much feathers and one was bloody, yes i did .

so not real pleased with outcome.

Elder abuse?

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dagutzyone's pot luck: Elder abuse or ???

dagutzyone's pot luck: Elder abuse or ???: Don't know what to do? well as of March this year, family across street was approved to do Home care for me thru IHSS. problem is the da...

Elder abuse or ???

Don't know what to do?

well as of March this year, family across street was approved to do Home care for me thru IHSS. problem is the daughter was one on record. i was awarded 20 hrs a month at that time. worked fine 1st few months, as convent and close.

I'm terminal w/HepC n a shut-in past 3 yrs so dire NEED care, well did physical and IHSS gave 44 hrs a month which I felt was great. The family would take me shopping for food IF i was able or they brought me stuff I needed.
problem is wasn't putting in but 3-4 hrs and kept saying they would, they just busy.

meanwhile august, the daughter brought a brand new puppy to play w/my dog as poor thing gets lonely when I'm i'll in bed. Was to be a playmate while she worked a job at taco stand in town. Now her dad n mom did all the work when they did work. and the gal never took the dog home one night, so i ask for food n whatever, well she brought huge bones, NOT food. and only one time she even took the pup for awhile.
so few months back, I say, "well guess the pup is mine, as you've never feed, played, provided for so now its mine". she said " Ok but when the breaders/friends come over they wanna visit it" I agreed.
meantime they all have problems, she 's pregant, quits work in town and dad had heart attack (stress) then son (brother 19) so far be it from me to demand much less absoluty necessity.

Things calmed some this last month so cpl times I tried to talk to them, saying they will start doin my work, and care more for me, and every times never happened, I even gave them a blank calendar so they track their hrs, not for my benifit as i know, but thought they would see they were only workin 3-4 hrs per week vs the 11 gettin paid for.

now im a total shut-in and a lot of time i'll in bed and they never once cleaned my toilet, or washed my dishes, yes a few times vacumed, cleaned out fridge and lots good stuff, BUT now dad gets mad when I told him i need to share those hrs with another person so i have help when i need it, and it will help them, as I never saw them weekends past 3 months or so.  he right out refuses! Its ALL or nothing!!! well i was shocked, didn't know what to say. well they never came over so I called the other lady to come as i needed stuff. well Dad saw the lady here and got hot, later came over threw me keys said its over, and daughter went to snatch the pup outta my arms, after 5 months with me!, Sheriff gets called, 2 1/2 hrs later office came in 10:30pm and talked, then went across street n talked, now cause dads mad he LIED to the officer and said it was daughters dog. HURT OMG im so broken now from past devistation, its last lap and I dont need this stress.

make it really worse, since March,  i've been giving then TONS of things, as i must get rid of all possible, I just ask to save my jewels n treasures and most precious things to me. I have no one for many years now, no family no kids, no loved ones, and being isolated I shut out the world when most couldn't deal with the death factor.
furniture, bedding, lamps, crystal, jewelry, crafts, kitchen appliances and TONS n tons stuff… and they just flat out took advantage of me

n LIED bout the pup i loved so dearly past 5 months 24/7 knowing that it will possibly devastate me!
I simply in so much grief, n shock i don't know what to do

im ssi low income and i paid/cared/boarded that baby/pup and I get this crap????
been trying to list some my old memories since childhood, on etsy and sold a few when i feel i can be active, then also they took stuff to mail, now i'll again, stressed to max and past week no help or anything so closed down site  "vacation" mode till figure out next step?


also mom couldn't go on record as care taker as she not legal for another 2 yrs when daughter turns 21? beats me i havent a clue. They were like a family at first, even made me a 66th H/B eve with cake n baloons! Touched my heart. then to turn into vultures? or whatever … Victimised once again, can't handle or take any more.
life sucks and my only hope is that the Good Lord WILL take me home soon.

on my good days i use my brain productively as much as possible. Helps the stress level and my health as some my personal stuff has found good homes to be passed on. All the rest i care less about now and why giving to them to use or sell or whatever.. sad.
That pup was so needed n loved, gave my baby something to play with and also makes me get up and care for something, and get tons of love from something depending on me. I'm a basket case… im in SHOCK

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"Deck of Cards"...

"Deck of Cards"


Red Solvine  Vietnam

Wink Martindale 1959

Tex Ritter ram OLD




I ALWAYS THOUGHT THIS WAS A GREAT SONG OR VERSE, AND IT
IS ON RECORD BY FROM LONG AGO.

An interesting interpretation of a simple deck
of cards. This is a story about a soldier in the North
Africa Campaign in World War II. After heavy fighting,
the man returned to camp. The next day being Sunday,
the Chaplain had set up church service. The men were
asked to take out their Bibles or Prayer Books.

The Chaplain noticed one soldier looking at a deck
of cards. After service, he was taken by the Chaplain
to see the Major. The Chaplain explained to the Major
what he had seen. The Major told the young soldier he
would have to be punished if he could not explain
himself. The young soldier told the Major that during
the battle, he had neither a Bible or
a Prayer Book so he would use his deck of cards and
explained


"You see, Sir, when I look at the ACE, it tells me
that there is one GOD and no other.


When I see the "2," it reminds me that there are two
parts the Bible, the OLD TESTAMENT and the NEW
TESTAMENT.


The "3" tells me of the THREE TITLES (Father, Son and
Holy Ghost) of our ONE GOD.


The "4" reminds me of the FOUR GOSPELS, MATTHEW, MARK,
LUKE and JOHN.


When I see the "5," it tells me of the FIVE UNWISE
VIRGINS who were lost and that five were saved.


The "6" makes me mindful that GOD CREATED THE EARTH IN
JUST SIX DAYS and GOD said that it was good.


When I see the "7," it reminds me that GOD RESTED ON
THE SEVENTH DAY.

As I look at the "8," it reminds me that GOD
DESTROYED ALL LIFE BY WATER EXCEPT FOR EIGHT PEOPLE,
Noah, his wife, their three sons, and their three son's
wives.

When I see the "9," I think of the NINE LEPERS
that GOD healed. There were ten lepers in all, but only
one stopped to thank him.

The "10" reminds me of the TEN COMMANDMENTS
carved in stone by the hand of GOD.

The "JACK" makes me remember the Prince of
Darkness. Like a roaring lion, he devours those that he
can.

When I look at the "QUEEN," I see the BLESSED
VIRGIN MARY, MOTHER OF JESUS.

As I look at the last card, "THE KING," it
reminds me that JESUS IS LORD OF LORDS and KING OF
KINGS!

There are 365 spots on a deck of cards, and that
is the number of days in each year.

There are 52 cards to a deck and that is the
number of weeks in a year.

There are 12 picture cards and that is the
number of months in a year.

There are 4 different suits in a deck and that
is the number of seasons in a year...

And so, the young soldier then said to the
Major, "You see, Sir, that my intentions were
honorable. My deck of cards serves as my BIBLE, my
PRAYER BOOK and my ALMANAC."
A deck of cards should most importantly remind us that we need JESUS 365 days,
52 weeks and 12 months a year and that we should always
PRAY "4"others .


May you never look at a deck of cards the same
way. I know I won't.

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GOOD NEWS (let's hope)

In such terrible need, just trying to survive the daily struggles is bad 'nuff but then the help I had couldn't make it all time, has their own health problems so was so down spent the whole last 2 days in bed.
hurt my back bad gettin up wood and depression didn't help.

well I met the new family moved across the street this eve as I went out to get mail. He brought out the whole family, wife, 4 teens, uncle and another.. and we chated a bit and they offerin to help me out! WOW PRAY this works as i'm at end of my rope and harder and harder to even get outta bed ams seems.

hell being all alone and so needy now. everythings broke, worn out same as me. been in my home 30 yrs and with all the gov cuts past 3 years ruined me. i see no way out, and to have lost all dental, eyecare, and most meds  n coverage due to calif being broke hasn't made life any better.

well I got outta my sick bed to try to sell some jewels n treasures so I can get a ne/rebuilt iMac and a tv and maybe an iPad as soon i'll be bedridden and to ill to set here.

so i have sstuff to mail and no way to go, not even to shop or whatever i need. it's anykind of life i'm here to tell you.

So PRAY these ppls work out, will right across street and plenty ppls there incase of needs perhaps.

am i hoping for to much?
the state will get the house and all treasures i've had most all my life will be tossed or junked, how awful

here's a fraction of a whole house full i need to sell.
http://etsy.me/yI42YF
stop by check it all out! reduced prices also.

so we shall see what tomorrow holds. I'm soooo ready to go HOME!

Snake inside!

SNAKE inside! THANK GOD for "GRAB-IT"
jazzie was barking and screen was open for her to go out BUT she wasn't, she just barked.... so i look and a small snake under saw by window and i got the grab-it and chased it out but then tryin to get jaz in was awful and i was scared but i got her shut screen and damn snake was headed back to house so i used the grab-it and picked it up and tossed over the fence! My hearts goin 100 mph!!! LOL tis the desert

Hell right here on earth!

 well i need to write

just when i thought it couldnt get any worse... it DID...

i tried to start the etsy business and nothing but problems, and along with living with a leaking roof, a toilet that don't flush, ice maker broke for years, truck down n stranded for past 1 yr 7+ months, WAY behind on my house payments, setting on a houseful of treasures and nobody around to even car, SUCKS...

and i'm ill to boot and then nobody around now to help... i drove em all off as I was too needy.

problems w/help they try just have their own problems... I don't know what to do no more... dont wanna get outta bed...

and eating... well geeze meerly "exist" as I dont get to shop...

shakin head.

dont know what to do ad now i'm outta wood! and its till winter here in desert and cigs... grrr + other stuff. TAKE me HOME LORD PLEASE!

I do NOT fit...can't deal with all this all my life has been cruel

I think "hell" is right here with us daily

AWFUL etsy buyer BEWARE!!!

AWFUL #etsy buyer look at negs she leaves and she scams sellers
always ask for deals on several items
then WATCH OUT

NOTE
etsy tool site i saw sellers stated items ARE gold and shes scammed them
see: http://tools4etsy.com/Feedback/As-Buyer/brandnameforless?page=2

mary sunshine has left a new comment on your post "Etsy Seller BEWARE": 

She pulled the same con on me, but worse. My parents asked me to sell their gold chains on Etsy because I made costume jewelry and put up a shop and they couldn't get enough for it. The jeweler offered $500, when they pain 1000 back in the early 90's! This woman bought the gold within 1 hour of it being posted and then claimed her acid test showed it was not even gold and demanded that I pay her to have her ship what look like fakes back to me in replacement for the 14K gold I sent insured for $1800 with signature confirmation. I was flabbergasted at the flat out lies she claimed and the fact that she bought the listings no questions asked either than to charge nothing for shipping. She is still lying to paypal and etsy and is trying to send me god knows what after opening the package I sent and complaining about everything from the weight to the shipping to out right lying about gold that not more than a month before the listing was taken to a jeweler and authenticated. Beyond that it was stamped 14k and bought from service merchandise jewelry dept. back in 1990. You at least got your possessions back and not very obviously fakes. this woman thinks she can ship fakes, or possibly an empty box, and keep my parents gold with out paying anything for it. Really horrible person! I'm sickened and angry and I can't believe a person could keep up a lie like this. 

out flat 101010

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UNREAL buyer I'm pissed...

dagutzyone from dagutzyone says

well talk about RUDE i have one who did same then bargened me down on 2 items to get cheaper, sent products, she wasnt happy wanted to return one but still wanted the other for bargened price, when i refused she demanded a refnd n turned me into Paypal. Now i learned a lesson, PayPal dont care and she got full refund and sent back the earrings and the class ring BUT NOT IN the original VINTAGE box! costing me hardship


THEN trys to extort me by saying if i want the box send her money! now i see she has 5 paypal complaints open and left 5 bad negs for sellers in a few short days... look at page 2
www.etsy.com/people/brandnameforless/feedback?page=2

now I don't know what to do, I've never had a neg ALL yrs selling on ebay and 4 accounts in grt standing, just havent sold in yrs and healths very bad.


i'm soooo upset. feel like closin shop, can't deal with bad USPS little on bad customers!


this was my class ring from 60's with ORIGINAL box (sniff) (sniff)

WTHR_The Risk inside your credit card

WTHR_The Risk inside your credit card: 

from a friend "interesting"

Yes…they’ve been talking about this for years. The “new federal id cards” were going to have them, but those cards have been stopped for now. I understand that the California legislature voted down allowing them in our drivers licenses but apparently Federal Passports do have them. There are special wallets you can get which shield them from being read or just make your own by covering a wallet with tin foil and duct tape. There are instructions on YouTube. One of the gasoline companies was/is using them. You get a little thing you just wave at the gas pump and it charges your card. The FasTrak pass, used on our toll roads, has been in use in California since 1993 and in Texas since 1989. 

We all live in a virtual “small town” now. There are no secrets, which is good and bad. http://youtu.be/lLAFhTjsQHw

Etsy Seller BEWARE

 BEWARE this BUYER look:

http://www.etsy.com/people/brandnameforless/feedback 

also ck favs, and beware IF she favors any your gold items esp.

brandnameforless

ANA RODRIGUEZ

LORTON, VA 22079

United States

BEWARE is all i can say as u have to live with the negs she gives even if ur right

then she only send part of items back and trys extortion

see convo

she says ring is 10k as stated yet gives me negs

the Class ring was my 60's in ORIG BOX! worth dbl what i soldd for yet cost me dearly

NOTE:

mary sunshine has left a new comment on your post "Etsy Seller BEWARE": 

She pulled the same con on me, but worse. My parents asked me to sell their gold chains on Etsy because I made costume jewelry and put up a shop and they couldn't get enough for it. The jeweler offered $500, when they pain 1000 back in the early 90's! This woman bought the gold within 1 hour of it being posted and then claimed her acid test showed it was not even gold and demanded that I pay her to have her ship what look like fakes back to me in replacement for the 14K gold I sent insured for $1800 with signature confirmation. I was flabbergasted at the flat out lies she claimed and the fact that she bought the listings no questions asked either than to charge nothing for shipping. She is still lying to paypal and etsy and is trying to send me god knows what after opening the package I sent and complaining about everything from the weight to the shipping to out right lying about gold that not more than a month before the listing was taken to a jeweler and authenticated. Beyond that it was stamped 14k and bought from service merchandise jewelry dept. back in 1990. You at least got your possessions back and not very obviously fakes. this woman thinks she can ship fakes, or possibly an empty box, and keep my parents gold with out paying anything for it. Really horrible person! I'm sickened and angry and I can't believe a person could keep up a lie like this. 

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