well haven't done well lately, nothing new, gums still infected bad, but started some antibiotics today, so we see.
Doin ok with no help, the Lord sent me a nice lady friend and we eat n shop when needed, so big help. been ruff lately having to get all ready for winter, plants inside, stuff protected, cord of wood bought, took forever as was shorted, finally got most, + have to pay someone to saw scrap to keep logs going, then i lend the guy money and he's never returned, few notes says will show and never does, so tired all this
then have to go get proof from social security so i can go to social services and get the firewood form filed out, always a mess. days not well i stay in bed.
then sales been slow and so much join bad and money goin out and so little co in in, THEN damn printer goes out, so have to buy a printer now is a must. Hurts i have to downgrade now due to funds, but really i haven't done pics and sharing in a long time, too much other crap to deal with.
more than i can handle at times, so i sleep a lot, play pogo games so i won't think, and play with my babies. haven't crafted in ages and just don't feel well most days.
sad Hospice wouldn't help me, now i'm on my own to ride it all out with loosing the home over my head all time. no way to live life for a healthy person, little on one who's in pieces such as I.
Well see what happens.. feel a shut down comin on soon as i get all ready for winter and to be warm, best i can do for now….
stay tuned in this awful saga called survival of the fittest i suppose. hate it
